i wake up so early...
So that can blogging lo..
haha....
my feeling better one day by one day..
i dont know why will like this...
such as i will happy sometimes...
haha... i thonk did by God..
But i have something that secret..
Now tell u ba...
i dont know why will like this?
a feeling that when i saw a boy/man [why not gitl? am i gay? lol]handsome
a feeling that hope that man/boy is my elder brother...
a feeling that when saw a elder brother which fecth his brother, i wan happy that scene in my heart....
I dont noe why this can happen...
is adolescent year will make this happen?
or my brain broken out?
or devil come into my body..
true story
YESTERDAY.. 11.58pm.. i see the clock is moving.. beside, the sofa got a lot of clothes which is haven folded.. before that i heard the sound of my mum was calling me is time for bed...
so i think.. aiya... 2 more miit la... fold clothes la until my mum coming down...
when 12 am, my mum realy come down for a look..
u know what is first eye to see?
she see the computer then see me a look..
u know what she say?
she say wah.. so late le.. y not go up to sleep? i say i am folding clothes...
she say dont lie me.. i know u wan play computer rite?
i say no.... i so sad...
then come up lo.. after into the room .. i felt down to sleep..my mum was outside there walk out and in from her room... then see me for alook again..
u know what she see?
She see my eye which i lie sleep for a long time..
then she go sleep le..
i think on her mind, she tinhk that i will go down when she sleep..
but i never think it before...
a sound of door in and out at midnight...
she open my door until forget closed it goodly..
when i just now wake up, oh no why the was opened?
i think this is my mum did it..
i think she never think for me...
why i wan to suffer like that? i wish i can live alonely..
haiz...
is time to school bye ~
chat next time@@
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